My weekend was the absolute worst I have ever had I was actually excited for this weekend and it completely went bad. I knew things were stressful and everything but I never expected them to get like this. I almost lost the love of my life. I felt like I couldn’t even breathe my chest ached I was lost for words. Things with us were difficult but I never thought they would end up this way. I couldn’t even think straight all day yesterday when it had happened I woke up with a smile praying everything would be okay and I went to bed last night just crying so hard I didn’t know what to do. I couldn’t understand how I was just going to lose the one I love so much just in an instant like that everything was just gone. I couldn’t eat yesterday I had no appetite the worst headache from crying all day. It was just hell. I woke up this morning so many times I couldn’t sleep after talking we fixed things but I’m just so damn scared idk what’s going to happen i just can’t be without him. I truly love him so much I can’t handle losing him. I just pray that everything works out I hope things get better.